i like these so much i can’t countenance giving them away

it’s the dead of the winter, and the gray skies have the happy consequence of making lemon taste like sunshine. there’s nothing like eating something that you know is definitely out of season, you know? and i don’t know about you, but i don’t feel guilty at all.

what i do feel guilty about is that while i usually am happy to give away scads of baked goods, these hit the spot so well that i am thinking about keeping them all for myself. how big a pan of them did i make, you ask? oh, a paltry jelly roll pan’s worth. and while i am actually using some of them in an experiment to see how they would fare frozen and thawed again (thus making it possible to eat them over a period of time…), there is no way that i really need to eat this many lemon bars. i just really, really want to.

the thing that is lovely about these lemon bars is that they have a thick enough shortbread crust that the bottom of it stays nicely crisp, while the middle gets imbued with moisture from the lemon custard. you get a nice gradient of soft to slightly soft to crisp, and it all tastes sharp, but not too sharp, because the mixture has a healthy dose of milk in it. the milk does double duty – it makes the custard creamier, and cuts the acidity of the lemons a bit, but not too much. also, these bars don’t have too much crust or too much filling, and the result is a very lemon-y, custardy, crispy confection that tastes divine out of the fridge.

this is adapted from cook’s illustrated – i accidentally put in twice as much milk, so then i compensated by adding a couple of eggs. i also subbed in flour for cornstarch – the recipe says it makes the crust more tender, but i’m not convinced by the idea of a tender shortbread. shortbread is crispy and tastes like caramelized butter, people! anyway, i have scaled it back down to a 9×13″ pan, but this doubles well (though it takes about twice as long to bake – don’t worry, the custard won’t curdle or get hard). you could also make it as a tart, if you like, and serve it with…i dunno, meringue, whipped cream, things like that. btw, i don’t dust lemon bars with powdered sugar because i hate inhaling sugar before eating something, but go ahead if you like.

 
lemon bars

crust
2c flour
2/3c sugar
1t salt
1 1/2 sticks butter

filling
5 eggs
1 1/3c sugar
3T flour
zest of 2 lemons
2/3c lemon juice from 3-4 lemons
2/3c whole milk
1/4t salt

1. to make the crust: lightly butter a 13×9″ baking pan and line with parchment paper or foil (i used foil, it sticks better). lightly grease that layer, then apply one more layer crosswise over it. preheat the oven to 350F.

2. pulse flour, sugar, and salt in a food processor. add the butter in chunks and process to blend, 8 to 10 seconds, then pulse a few times until mixture is pale yellow and resembles coarse meal. you can also do this by hand – mix in the butter with your fingers or a pastry blender. sprinkle the mixture into the prepared pan and press into the pan, 1/2″ up the sides with a thickness of about 1/4″. chill for 30 minutes in the fridge, then bake until golden brown, 20-30 minutes (by “golden brown,” i mean the butter should have started browning the crust a little, but don’t toast it to death since it will go back in the oven to acquire more color and caramel flavor).

3. while the crust is baking, make the filling: in a medium bowl, whisk together the sugar and flour to blend. add the eggs and beat until mixed well. add the milk, lemon zest, lemon juice, and salt, and whisk until completely incorporated.

4. take the crust out when it’s done, and leave the oven door open; reduce heat to 325F. immediately, while the crust is still hot, pour the filling into it. return the pan to the oven and bake until the filling is just completely set, 20-25 minutes (closer to 40 if you have doubled the recipe). let cool to room temp (at least 30 minutes, more if you’ve doubled the recipe), then cut into 2″ squares with a knife, pizza cutter, or dough scraper.

[makes 20-25 bars]

note:  i’m seeing how well these freeze and will edit this recipe when i have results!

edited 02-13:  so, they freeze flawlessly. the single caveat is that these are really best for the first four days after you’ve baked them, as the crust retains some modicum of crispness. when they’ve sat for a week or been in the freezer, the crust absorbs moisture and the bars have a slightly “fudgier” mouthfeel, which i feel is not as desirable in lemon bars. but if you get cravings for lemon, freeze away! i know i will.